Bear's Diary

Let me burn all of the thoughts about us.... We were never in the same page to love We were never at the same place to stand You were in different horizon from mine Our time never crossing by anymore. Just let me burn all of the thoughts about us.... I guess you so tired with all of me So, I also tired with all of you We were never at each other's anymore, Then, just let me burn all of the thoughts about us.                       - yourbear

I wish I could tell her,  its okay to sad its okay to cry I wish I could hug her, with the warm words at the warm night I wish I could touch her, in the bright sun after a long rainy day Among the words that she ever said and heard I wish she could throwing all of the bads, and Only saving the goods Among the thoughts that she ever had, I wish she could survive after, and Facing the days with the fresh mind For a girl on screen Sorry for all of the bads that caused by me, Sorry for all of the sadness that caused by me, Sorry for all of the miserable that caused by me If god gimme a billion way for loving, I wish I could give you all of those, and Hugging you every time when you need someone For a girl on screen I love you.                      - yourbear

Let me ask you this, What kind of person that you honestly want for loving you? ........ I had said sorry multiple times before, but still I’ll do again here Sorry that being loved by me, is a silent Sorry that being loved by me, is a secret Sorry that being loved by me, is like this Often saying words that have meaning for feeling desperate and tired about doing this or that And I know, I would understand it that this is just me that being me Sorry that being loved by me, might feel walking among the blind, talking among the deaf Sorry that being loved by me, might feel you must force me for having the courages to talk Sorry that being loved by me, might be the reason you just have to leave me alone Sorry that being loved by me, might ever makes you suffer.                      - yourbear