Bear's Diary

Here, in my own room that feels strange All I could hear is the sound of miserable Doing all her things Sitting in her bed, holding a cellphone Opening the notes, and typing what she's thinking One minutes ago, she just told the paper she opened that she had a headache But here she goes again Trying countinue what she's been doing, but the headache turn so bad With the sound of music both ears She recalling memories, about the past I wish I could tell her, that Its okay to feel what she feeling right now Its okay if she wanna cry and scream out loud, even in silent I hope her headache will gone soon So that will help her to talk more about she really want at this hour Before this month really over, I always hoping for the better version of us For she, also for me For the days we'll be going through ahead Please remember I ever saying this, We're good, we're worth enough So, never let things around waking up the anxiety inside us I'm good, You're good We'...

I thought a movie was made by the thoughts I kinda get it now Feels like some of the scenes are something that show how imagination works, Feels like some of the sentences are something that mouth wanna say, Feels like some of the endings are something that we really hope for Again, I'm amazed by a thing I kinda wanna do it, and see How my imagination turn into reality, How my sentences would be sound, and How my ending would be with you.                                                - yourbear

Been tracing your lines lately Hoping would like to meet your eyes Often getting confuse that turn the brain in to questioning every day, such as what I really want from you again? After all, my want about this are only will be kept silently  'Cuz still have something to do first, 'Cuz still have no idea, that I should tell you or not in the end My inside and outside are totally never same I guess the memories are the best thing I ever have I think I just wanting more, right? The others sometimes are could also be greedy, right? Been tracing your lines lately Hoping that I'll also find my oldself, Hoping that I'll get clarify about what I really want, Hoping that I'll watch the clear visions about all.                        - yourbear

There is no eternity here, There is no forever here, Untill time told you to stop I hope that love isn't too much or been outrageousness, because I do believe of temporary in time here I know that much things could gone  without our command I just try to prevent the heartbreak that I'll possibly get  when the love I have is running out of time For my own sake.                         - yourbear