Bear's Diary

I seriously wanna hold you tightly Before I’m totally ready to face the real world later But, it’s the same as I ever said before as I drew a line and closed the door for somebody Now I’m at the edge, between a hoper and a doer about the world between wanna be a lover and a peace seeker  I loved you and still loving you, But I shouldn’t be selfish towards my people I mean by being fully invested on you Though you might never know, that you are always my something in between That I wouldn’t forget because I might don’t want to …. But, and always but I will say I need you more  for every situations I’m in for every problems I’m facing But, and always but For every thing that I keep in line with lock behind the wall It’s need you to come and crushed the padlock then open it But, and always but I will put your name in my prayer I will put you in the midnight sky I will put us between the rainfall But, and maybe always but I will say I love you though I will say I hate you, I will ...

I want you so bad, But I have none to offer Wanna hold you that bad, But the hands are rather hiding behind How about a love? Is that a thing enough to offer? ……. Tell me if I saw the sign right?

I hold you tight here ….. I tell a story that I want you to know I share a song that I want you to listen I write a poem that I want you to read I think a thought that I want you to understand I might secretly hoping and wishing more something about vision I ever saw in dream I might desperately knowing and realizing that I would never hold you real ……. I have been like this since before Feel like I have something, even also at the same time would feel have none ……. I don’t know …. But I kinda wait for another universe that would let us in With all of every thing that the time had prepared for us I don’t know …. If all of those just kinda fiction that I seriously wanna be true.