Bear's Diary

Some people come and go, so do you One of them said thankfully “I’m good enough to treat them” Another one of them said “May us will meet when each of us is at the better version” But what about you??? I don’t think we have ever done something, right?? I want love, and much want you in it. I bet you’ll laugh at me about this…                                                         -

This place doesn’t feel like my own I have boundaries, But often overstep them I’m lonely, But I don’t know how to make you stay I need somebody, But I don’t know how to take you here I wanna reach you, But I shouldn’t cross the line every time So its tough here, I mean the phase that I chose.                                                                -

I know I love you more than I know what love itself is Every memories we’ve ever shared, Every thoughts that have had you in, Those are the proof that there’s love Though you never had it too, Would you be willing to give it a chance? Say that you’ll love me Before you, I was kinda messy Without you, I was kinda lost , With you, I'll try Only if there's love between us, Only if you say you love me, Maybe I’d see the future better I know I love you But if only you would say the same, Maybe I’d be better So please, Say you love me.                                                             - your……

When in a today you find the real opposite thing ………… I was feeling so sleepy when about to start today. I mean I just wanna sleep. You would know that one thing about me is that my sleep time is in the daytime, then I would fully wake up or be more sober in the nighttime. Damn seriously. The situation and activity I must face and done by today is kinda gave me a whole of paradox. I mean the reality is not so far about being alive. I mean that if you try for equalizing it with humans it would be still relevant and related. The opposite thing I really mean is just that, I felt tired and wanna just sleep over in my bed. But because of the must I have to do for today, it kinda forced me to let's pass trough it all. Then in the midst of it all, I kinda realized that in a small bit of today also made me felt quite relaxing and touching the inside thing in me. It’s a good thing. True. Then, because just the natural thing about me is, that I would think over those.  Then I come trough her...