between you and the feeling

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I'm 22 now,
The time always passing by so fast

Without goodbye we're still apart
Without permission, we're a thing that I always imagine

The reality are so much scary to my soul, even
The musics are so much loud to my ears

"What you've been up to?" is one of my basic questions 
"Do you remembering me, even maybe just for a few second?" is one of my priority questions

I've been asking my self, that
Am I still loving you? or
Am I just loving about my feelings towards you?



                      - yourbear

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