Just Tell Me a Reason

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What's your reason for doing that?
Trying to get a thing that you used to?

We're already far since those goodbye that never been spoken 
We're already far since these distance that always grow in between

Thought my brain is already forget,
Thought my feeling is already faded away

What's your reason?
You know, I'll do about what you have done
So if you done nothing, I would also do the same
But, if for the time ahead and for a one moment you'll say I have to comeback about us
I would like to apologize first, 'cuz I'm not so sure about feeling by the days ahead

I know, I said everything about us before
maybe all of my words are almost about us

But, I couldn't guarantee you for something that so relative by time

Just quickly tell me your reason for doing that

'Cuz I'm so inconstant,
'Cuz I need much sure by things, eventhough often doubt at everything I do.



                     - yourbear

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