Hypothesis

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I've been questioning myself these recent days
Am I still loving you or what?
'Cuz all about us were only in the past

But how I write such love poems when all I have are only in mind?

I still got nothing physically, but I got a whole damn thoughts inside

How I romantizing all of the words, when reality is a place for filling my need first?

Practically bring this topic up, cuz I have to make clear about what I wrote before about us

Again, about feelings are something that got me think of mystery

So so please understand, that I never doubt all about love

'Cuz it might be that I doubt me and the situations I'm in

But, other than that I still find no answers

I just creating a bit hypothesis, not just this time but all the whole time.



                      - yourbear

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