state I’m in

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Run out of ideas at writing recently


Feels like you’re the only language I ever good at


I guess I’m lost, and don’t wanna say it


You…..

The one and only subject I ever learned 



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I seriously wanna scream out loud 

in front of your face and saying that

I hate you so much, 

But also wanna scream more louder and saying that

I ever loved you once, twice, and much more times.

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