no internet

Still enjoying time with myself and doing my things……

To be honest, I’m desperately missing you. But I’d rather silent myself than reach you out, because I doubt that you’ll reply.

I’ve been at war since you left. War between the brain and heart. Between wanting to just let you go or forcing you again to stay with me.

Trying to stay online just to check you up, because I’ll always worry. Many types of worries that I’m sure you know what all of those. 

In the deep of me, there’s a place where I keep you. That wants you to come back again for a while till forever. Pardon me. It’s again my selfish thing.

Recently I often go offline, with no internet. Listening to the music that I already downloaded some time ago. Writing poems as I always do. Thinking of you again and again.

I’m getting bored, actually. But no you, is no internet for me. Really. I guess I’ll miss you less, but it’s not. 

How can you be so good? 

You clueless about this, right?

Want to visit you, then telling you everything. Well, just my want thing.

If I should go offline but with you, I guess I’d be totally fine. No internet but with you, it might be one of my favorite things.