nobody’s ready yet

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It’s never wrong to be your own self, right?


It’s never wrong to do what I wanna do, right?

It’s never wrong to say what I wanna say, right?


Sometimes I think everyone are complicated, same as me, so I’m no different. On the other hand, most of the time I’m sure that I’m the harder one to handle for my attitute, words that I have said, or everything about me.


Hoping that someone would naturally accept me for a whole. Beautifully stand beside. Hugging all my insecurities. Patiently stay with me ‘till forever and forever ever.


But it is just what it is. I guess nobody’s ready for me. I guess someone never wanted to be the part of my long life. I guess, I guess you were the same.


Yeah, it’s true that I need love right now. No objections. But, nobody’s ready to give it to me. What a time. When I’m so ready to give it all of me.

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